A friend of mine ask about him again. The heated romance between me and him. She asked me am i still with him. How long has it been? Has it been a year already or what? I would say maybe for about two years already. I, who once believe in love has stopped believing in it. All of this due to my last relationship. You might say i always failed in every relationship that i make. No matter how hard i fight for it, being loyal and everything it seems the little obstacles that Allah brought upon us has made us apart forever. Yes, it does hurt. I won't lie about it but i have move on but i'm only standing at the same spot. Too afraid to face the future. How interesting. It seems an obstinate person like me do have something that i'm afraid of. It's normal, isn't it? I'm fine. Like i always do. All of that memories i'll bury it and put on my own mask.