Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,
 
In my recent post on Facebook, i didn't know that most of my post talks about something depressing. I didn't know what my heart really felt until i wrote it down. Nor that i notice i could no longer tell them to be happy. My friends to whom i care, i didn't know i would scare you. With my words and my heart, i thought i have move on. Probably this was the only way for me to move on and fall into despair. Probably. Until then Daisy.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 
It's kind of painful at the moment. Probably it's the rain. But my chest just feel hurt. The loneliness that i'm feeling, inhope it won't turn into envy. I do not want to envy their happiness but being 26 and still single, is not fun at all. I receive invitation to my friends wedding. All i could do is stare at it while asking myself when will i ever find him. The one who i belong to. I know i'm not trying hard enough. I just don't know where to find. My heart always lead me to certain places. A certain day, month when i know he's close my heart will lead me to him. But as i turn my head, i don't know where is he. Constantly, he would remind me when i decided not to pursue anymore but there he was in my dream and it lingers the next morning. I know i sound crazy telling you this but that's what i've been feeling. It confuse me but i want to believe it to be true. Hopeless romantic. But i know he's out there. We just can't find each other. Until then Daisy. 

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 
I feel kind of lonely nowadays. My sister got married and my little sister have her own thing but here I am just daydreaming most of the time or drown myself with books. No, I'm not nerd or anything. But you can say I'm a bookworm. That's not what I want to talk about anyway. I'm trying to adapt with this new situation.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,
 
I know it has been so long I haven't updated my blog. I have no particular reasons of doing it but let's just say my laptop broke. Now I have a new laptop and I think things will be rolling with more stories and ridiculous thoughts from me. Right now I don't have much except that my sister is married already and now it's finally my turn. A problem though cause I'm still SINGLE!!! Seriously, anyone wants to date a fat and chubby me, do let me know. Until then my precious.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I'm glad i have friends who have this gift to talk about certain things and everything that a friend of mine talk about really touched my heart. I like how a friend of mine write their heart out. The complaints, the nagging and the dissatisfaction sound so soft whenever i read it. Usually i don't like it when people complaint too much or shout out their dissatisfaction. But with this friend of mine, i am somewhat drawn into the entry. You must be wondering why i'm not even giving out any hint whether it's him or her. No, i don't want to do that. It spoils all the fun. The entry that i thought was no longer there finally been updated. This time it talk about what i had in mind. What have been bothering me when i see everywhere around me are  decorated with buildings and the youth nowadays have been pampered to the point they could hardly be thankful with what they have now. The old generation can only sigh while the youth become the king of the world. Where's the shame, where's the religion and where's the manner? They forgot the most important thing and now everyone is busy digging for short cut in life. The old saying 'No short cut in success' has no longer been heard anymore since what i have witness enough to pain this art heart of mine. My entry this time is just a continuation of what a friend of mine wrote. The only different is a friend of mine wrote it in our mother tongue language while as usual i can never write anything better with my own mother tongue's language. I'm pretty bad at it. I am one of those example who seem to be leaving the past. The country feeling is not there anymore. I have no one  but myself to be blame since i'm nuisance about this thing in the past. But now, i'm starting to missed people wearing big t-shirts, songs that gives you new lesson and old folks who would tell you story that you will never hear again. Their old saying and just everything about them. It's nostalgic. Now, its been tainted by gadgets, development, fashion and just everything. It used to be so green now it's just dirty. Innocent no longer exist. Words are no longer pure. We are no longer talking. This heart can only sigh. This heart can only cry. We are just dying. Until then Daisy.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013