Finally i had the nerve to do something. Although it's pretty small but it still need a lot courage to do such a thing. I'm not going to tell you what since i'll be hurting my pride if i do so. Me and my freaking pride. That is all i care about for now. I'm striving to be happy and restoring all the forgotten memories. I need to come back to where i was suppose to go and stop all the hate and vengeance. Now where am i heading with this topic? I better stop there.