Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 

In my recent post on Facebook, i didn't know that most of my post talks about something depressing. I didn't know what my heart really felt until i wrote it down. Nor that i notice i could no longer tell them to be happy. My friends to whom i care, i didn't know i would scare you. With my words and my heart, i thought i have move on. Probably this was the only way for me to move on and fall into despair. Probably. Until then Daisy.

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 

It's kind of painful at the moment. Probably it's the rain. But my chest just feel hurt. The loneliness that i'm feeling, inhope it won't turn into envy. I do not want to envy their happiness but being 26 and still single, is not fun at all. I receive invitation to my friends wedding. All i could do is stare at it while asking myself when will i ever find him. The one who i belong to. I know i'm not trying hard enough. I just don't know where to find. My heart always lead me to certain places. A certain day, month when i know he's close my heart will lead me to him. But as i turn my head, i don't know where is he. Constantly, he would remind me when i decided not to pursue anymore but there he was in my dream and it lingers the next morning. I know i sound crazy telling you this but that's what i've been feeling. It confuse me but i want to believe it to be true. Hopeless romantic. But i know he's out there. We just can't find each other. Until then Daisy. 

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 

I feel kind of lonely nowadays. My sister got married and my little sister have her own thing but here I am just daydreaming most of the time or drown myself with books. No, I'm not nerd or anything. But you can say I'm a bookworm. That's not what I want to talk about anyway. I'm trying to adapt with this new situation.

Lady Daisy

Dear Daisy,

 

I know it has been so long I haven't updated my blog. I have no particular reasons of doing it but let's just say my laptop broke. Now I have a new laptop and I think things will be rolling with more stories and ridiculous thoughts from me. Right now I don't have much except that my sister is married already and now it's finally my turn. A problem though cause I'm still SINGLE!!! Seriously, anyone wants to date a fat and chubby me, do let me know. Until then my precious.