Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It has been a while isn't it? But not that long. I still remember you no matter where i go. I realize something today. People keep on talking about having multiple personalities and suddenly it snapped  in this slow witted head of mine. I have multiple personalities. I'm not proud of it but i think i'll be able to use it on my enemy. It's not that i'm heartless but i'm just being cruel. Okieeeeeeee,, Let me tell you what i did yesterday. I think i got some interesting story (well, for me i guess).

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It has been a while since i last update my blog. I bet most of my friends got tired of waiting for me to update some more. But i guess they just don't bother about it. Annoying but yet it teach me a lot about life. It is never cruel but the people themselves made it look cruel. Okay, what am i babbling about after been missing for so long. There has been ups and downs in my life. Some good news and more onto bad news. I'm fine with all that but i don't know about others.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I'm very happy today except i nearly let my mood dampen because of my heartless sister. It might be too much to call them heartless but i just can't find the perfect word for them besides cruel. Anyway, forget about that. Last night was the best night ever. My sister took me out for dinner at Atmosfera. Did i mention that? I know i should have take picture so that i can share you the view that calms my mind and really help me a lot to cheer up. It's nice and i just love the interior design. It's breathtaking plus expensive. But it was worth it. I don't mind waiting that long to get a great food with nice view. I recommend for those of you who want to have their anniversary or party with a couple of friends you guys should go to Atmosfera during night. It really worth it. And i'm sure loving it. I want to go there again and i hope one day i won't be going alone. I hope i will go with my husband. If i have a husband at that time. Life,,,

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I had my interview yesterday. I didn't know i could be so strong and not having butterflies in my stomach. I'm glad i had the interview because it really mean a lot to me. Although i'm pretty confident that i would be hired but the issues with me as a Muslim, they said that i have to take off my 'tudung' while working and tied up my hair into a bundle. Taking off the 'tudung' is a serious matter to me because i really don't like taking off my 'tudung' to the public. Although i do feel jealous towards people who can let go of their hair freely but the thought of taking off my 'tudung' is not my kind of thing. I feel comfortable wearing 'tudung' and i have to disagree with what they say about the international hotels and so on. I need to make a survey with other foreigners and other customer about this whole thing. Maybe somehow the management can open their eyes.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I've been updating all i could now. I've done doing my resume and i hope i get good results from it. I really hope i get this job. But if i fail (i hope not) i will be taking care my sister's house for the time being and search other job or proceed with my original plan which is heading to my business. There's something that i want to share with you but i forgot what it is. I've been trying to figure it out but i still couldn't remember a bit. What a memory i had. I'll tell you once i remember it.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I think i'm going insane with myself. I still haven't updated my resume and i have this bad habit making the whole thing last minute issue. I really need to grow up. I've been lazying around while trying to sort out my nervous system down. I don't get what i meant by that either. I think i am going insane. I've been cleaning the house just to cool myself down, And when i'm done cleaning, i start thinking again. I don't know what am i to do with myself. Maybe i should just ask someone to smack me in my face (then i'll smack you back). Daisy, what am i suppose to do. But i'll get things done. Don't worry. I want this job and i'm taking it. I'll never give up nor feel depressed if things didn't turn out well. It's part of life. We have try our best. The rest comes from The Almighty Allah.