Be My Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I'm trying to save my money right now and it feels like forever. It's a torture all the more. I have so many plans in my head and i just can't get it straight. It felt like everything that i had in my head is priority. It's one of the flaw that i'm trying to work on. Now my head hurt just by thinking and such. And this broadband that i'm using is not helping at all. I feel like i want to curse someone for the slow line over here. Such technology made out so poorly. Seriously. !@&#&^$*@&$*$&&$*$#^$... Bla,bla,bla. 

Daisy, it has been a while since we last share each other news but do bear with me. Now that the line is slow and challenging my patience all the more, i feel like i'll come back to you the next day. Until then my Daisy. Always and forever, we'll meet again.

Be My Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Oh well, i guess i'm not the only searching for pilot to be my husband. I might as well just forget about searching about someone to be my husband. Well, the last time i did said that i want to let my mom do all the things but now i guess my head is full with another adventure and another dream so i guess i am way too busy chasing after that dream. Yes, i know it would be lonely and all but i guess travelling would bring the fun in me. Right now, i'm considering a vacation. I want to go on a vacation. Oh yeah. With my friends only. I know i should share it with my family but then at the moment i just the need to get away once in a while. For once in my life i'm being a little bit selfish. Bwahahahaha.

Be My Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Yes, it is a long hiatus indeed. I couldn't believe i've been gone for almost like forever. Now, i'm losing most of my viewer. It's a sad thing to notice my blog become so lonely. Even so, note that my other blog, Cherish is doing great or so i might think. I have to admit that this side of literature or art suits me the most. One like no other. I have been doing nothing but planning. Yes, you could say i like to wreck my brain a bit here and there and crash myself when i don't have the answer to my own ridiculous question. During that time, i really need someone whom i can talk to and to actually understand to whatever it is i am trying to say. Because sometimes when i get to excited on certain things i blurted out almost everything. That's why i always need someone whom i can really trust to be near me at that time. But when i do feel stressed out, i tend to ask question and by the time i finished asking  i got my own answer. And i still want to hear what the other person says. And that is not the worst part. The worst part is where their answer need to match my answer, the one that i kept inside my head. When it does match i won't troubled them more but when it turns out wrong i tend to be mean. Ngiahahaha. I sound like a Hitler when it comes to all that. Pretty scary somehow. Now why is i'm talking about this?