Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I know it's been ages since i last update. I'm not sulking and so on. Put away all the negative thinking that you had. I've been busy. I'm working right now. Working with my brother-in-law. I didn't have the time to tell you or anything because it was a short notice. I thought i only work for 2 days but it end up working for the whole week and continued to this week. Sorry for all the sudden disappearance. Anyway, i can't write long enough because it's all still chaos right now. But i'll tell you what i want to do once i get paid. 

1. Buy new watch

2. Buy earphones

3. Give money to my mom and dad.

4. Open up Maybank account

5. Buy new spectacles.

6. Lastly, i want to buy laptop. (if i have enough money)

I guess that's all i can say for now. Don't miss me Daisy. I'll be back. Until then.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I've been gone for two days and people thought i was sulking. That's funny. Aye, it is. Nah, i'm not sulking. As always no matter how mad i am and how insanely crazy i am, i always,always got my head back to normal again and feel like nothing happen the night before. That does not hurt like words do but sometimes i'm just not ready to face anything yet. So that is probably the reason why i fuss so much about it. Typical me.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I had a terrible day. At first it started with a good and bright day but then because of the news that i got from my sister, i become very moody and kept to silence. I think that's the first time i ever show my ugly side to her and that is the very first time i did it to her. I don't care anymore. You might want to call me childish for going all moody for such a simple reason but my patience has run thin. I might not show when i'm mad but if you really want to see it,try me and be aware of yourself.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It's raining today and of course with thunder and lightning. I'm still sad for what happen but i'm standing strong and try to fight everything all by myself. If i can't seem to take it much longer maybe i'll ought to cry for a few minutes and so and stand up again to fight the very same battle. It is hard. I never deny the harshness of everything that's happening but at least i know i'm alive because of that. Regret?? Yes, i do have regret. The only thing that i regret is making a very big sin by making a wrong decision. Still, it doesn't mean that i want to turn back the time. All i know it's in the past and i'm thankful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to face the challenge and lead me all the way to the very road that i long forgotten.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I'm sad Daisy. The memories and the pain it all comes back tonight. One of the thing that i'm always scared of is having the memories and the pain come back haunting me. It all seems so fresh, i want to forget all about it and i want to get away from all this. It hurt and it's so painful. How did i had my poker face at the moment and smile at their words. How did i not leave a single tear while they said so many things about me. How did i endure all that but the heartbreaking haunts me until now. It really hurts and i'm really in pain.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Comfort me Daisy. I'm too sad right now. The only person whom i trust to share all my problems and my pain is leaving me too. Whatever should i do? I feel like bringing a curse in every person who's close to me. And i'm having bad luck with having relationship with opposite kind. I can never have any good relationship anymore. Is it because of lies in the past or because of my sins? I don't know anymore. All i know i have to face every bitter part of my life on my own. 

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Notice how i keep on updating you although there's not much of a news but i guess i owe you some explanation and a little secret. I know the reason i keep coming back at you because i owe you something. Although you don't voice it out but i just had a feeling that you actually had 1001 question that you want to ask. Well i'll explain it briefly as i can be and i hope i can reduce that 1001 questions that you had to 1. 

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

This is my 3rd time updating you. But not on the same day. I think trouble is heading my way and which is way i'm scattering trying to find the perfect solution. Which cause a bit of problem cause my head is not working by the time i needed it the most. But i guess it will be fine. Things happen. They come and go and i might as well just laugh along the way. I think i'm getting used to this thing and thats why i don't think it's a big deal. But people thought it is a big deal since i voice it out. I'm used to it but i needed to voice it out sometimes so i don't feel suffocate by my own problem.