I can't sleep. Seems like i'm back into my old habit. Old habits die hard. Don't know if that kind of saying exist but i assume it does since it sound so right. I won't talk about happy things tonight since something just nearly made me cry. It's hard although i'm not really sure what's hard.
Friday, August 27, 2010
I am well right now. I guess, i'm getting better. I don't take medicine right now that's when i know i am getting better. If in the past, i used to hate taking medicine but since i realize i'm only doing that to gain attention from other people and making myself look like a pathetic person i tend to take my own medicine without anyone telling me to do so. After all i do want to get better because there are many things that i needed to do before i can say that i'm dying. Still, i haven't given up on living. I hope my other friends start doing the same thing and realize what i realize. No more tricks. Women do have lots of tricks up on their sleeves. Trust me. Guys, do not be fool but don't be cruel either. Otherwise you'll see your throat being pointed with sharp dagger or kitchen knife. Probably. Hopefully i won't give some cruel advice about that. I do not want to be the cruel planner. Others might call me The Black Prince but i still have my sanity with me.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
It has been a while. It is not that i have been busy but things have started to get ugly since i started to ignore my health lately. Yes, i've been sick and unwell because i took things easily. I didn't expect that it would become this worse. Now, this is what you call a tough life. It was nothing serious. I just have lack of water within me and it made me feeling dizzy, unable to lift up my head even for a bit. Quite annoying because i'm having problem with opening my eyes wide open. Even right now, i still have a hard time of doing things correctly since i can't keep it straight. Don't know what i meant by that but just want to let you know. Until then Daisy
Sunday, August 15, 2010
No, i'm not busy but i'm just being lazy like a sloth. Right now, i prefer to sleep. You might think it's due to the fasting month and whatsoever. The real thing is i'm bored. That's why i end up sleeping. Although i feel like i want to go out but it is such a headache for me to step out of the house. Too many procedures and money overcomes the excitement. To ease my headache i end up sleeping and stop myself thinking or dreaming of going out. But then, i am human after all since i still had a feeling and my wild side is torturing myself. So annoying.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
How have you been? I know i should have post it earlier and tell you something about my birthday thing but since it is just a normal day except for the cake and pizza, i couldn't ask for more. I got tiramisu cake for my birthday and although i don't really like it much but i'm grateful enough with everything around me. I don't want to ask for more because i'll wait in patient for my wish to come true. Never get tired of waiting. I'm 23 years old for now and i still have lots of things to do. Many have asked about my plan but lets just keep it to myself for now.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
I tend to ask people how's life treating you. I ask them this because i want to know how they face the challenge. But then, most didn't understand what i meant by that. They keep on saying it's okay or so far so good. Even i know that but all i want is a little bit of information along with their views. Never mind, maybe one day i'll get a good response.
Monday, August 2, 2010
I'm in Kuching now. Back to Sarawak. It has been a pleasant ride. I wish i could upload the picture that i took right now but then i don't have any idea where did i put the camera. Never mind. I'll upload it once my sister is back. She knows where it is. I'm just too lazy to find one. I have a story for you. Want to hear?