How are things lately? I know i said that i'll be in KL and probably can't update much but guess what? I guess luck is on my side. Well clearly because i can online easily now. I think my English is getting worse. Whatever. At least i'm trying my best here.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
I'm going to KL next week on 22nd. It's a bit sudden right? But i'm not going there for a holiday or something. I'm helping my sister out since she will be moving to her new house. It's so nice to see one of our family is doing well eventhough i don't know the real life of her but i always pray for her happiness. She's nice and somehow she's my role model before. But since i'm quite unpredictable so it seems like i don't suit being like her. Anyway, i'll be going to her place and i'm not sure when i'll come back. I might not been able to update my blog when i got there but i'll come back. But if i don't, please don't cry. I don't know why i keep on thinking about death lately. I really don't know. Maybe i'm just to emotional but i hope i manage to inform you guys something before i'm really gone. I'm nearly 23 years old and i'm already giving up hope for another happiness to come. All i can think about is dying for now. To all my friends, please forgive me for everything that i have done. 'Halalkan mkn minum kmk slama kmk bsama takorg'. Sorry if we were not be able to meet and sorry for the promises that i haven't fulfill. I'm saying this early cause i really don't know what will happen tomorrow or the next day. Until then.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Yes, it has been another day and i'm still standing strong. This is when i'm starting to wonder what went wrong? It's tough answering this very question in your head. I wish i had the brain like a man so i don't have to worry about any small matter. I wonder why 'us' (women) have to be so sensitive in every small matter and take it to a level that you wish to knock your head against the wall. Try that and let me know if you're still alive without any side effect. Wondering what happen to me today? Ermmmmmm,,,,
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Yes, it has been a rough week or maybe month for me right now. I don't know what happen but i tend to mess up really well. Wondering what i meant by that? Well i suggest you wouldn't want to ask... But if you really want to know, i shall tell you. I'm quite in a bad shape for now.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
I have been through another downs in my life but since i am sooooo used to it i don't really bother about it. It's just sometimes i bash it on another people. I must be pretty annoyed with whatever the person said to me. Since everything is quite alright, i guess i don't need to make it worse. What can i do?