Dear Daisy,If there is exactly one time i never really returned calls nor message right back and become unusual then please bear with me without leaving me behind cause i never know when i would heal from the bone breaking days. But there are days i might be feeling down, so down that i could no longer continue to entertain the madness and cruelty of the world.
Friday, October 26, 2012
Salam Aidiladha to all Muslims. Yes, it's Aidiladha. We're suppose to have an open house but it turns out to be a failure. Could it be coming from me? The cake that i make, is pretty sweet and i don't like it at all. In fact, i never like sweet stuff at all. Probably it's our way of living. I'm used to drink less sugar in my tea and that includes the cake. Which is probably the reason why i never really like buy cake from bakery. But anyway, today i didn't invite a lot of people and you can say that none of my friends actually know that i make open house. Except for one. I don't have that many friends and this could be the most depressing thins of all. I locked myself away due to a certain things that happen in the past which made me lose half of my friends. I'll probably blame myself in this.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Aye, its a long hiatus indeed. But don't think i did it on purpose. There are circumstances happen here and there. I have to fight for months just to be online without the thoughts of them making me feel like i'm a beggar. My own siblings did this. I feel like i want to blame them but my nature always find my own fault. So, in the end i should just say it's my fault. What i have been doing? Besides declaring war against my family for the past few months, i have been planning. Planning my sweet escape as my friend would call it. I might have to stick with the name. My sweet escape.