Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Now, i'm bored. For the past few days i've been busy uploading stuff onto my blogshop. Owh, did i tell you that i launch my blogshop already? I think it was on Monday that i launch it. So, i've been busy then. I've been wrecking my brain with mathematics, accounts and Excel. I'm learning Excel all over again. I forgot on using it and thanks to Youtube i manage to learn it in no time. Now, i'm bored cause i finish everything so far. And there hasn't been any sales going on. I don't know if this is a failure or not but i believe in my dream and i shall wait. Besides that, i've been changing the price over and over again. And the price that i'm putting is totally ridiculous. I know it is within my decision but i have to pleased my older sister since she's the one whose been giving me money for all that. This is the reason why i don't want to use her money at all. But, i have a plan. I pleased and at the same time, i pleased myself. I never like putting such a ridiculous price for the things that i sell. It's not right and i don't believe in 'RIBA'. Riba is a Muslim terms where you overprice onto something just for the sake of having extra money. It's illegal and i don't like it at all. I'll do whatever i can to avoid it and the price that i put on that blog is just a bluff. I just want to please my sister. That's all. I don't like her butting onto this thing. I have my reason and i know what to do.

Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Lately, people only talk about politic here and there. It's not like i don't give much care about my own country but seriously, can't they just be thankful? If there is any imperfection, then what do you expect? We are human, living in this not aeon world. No wonder people keep on saying the world is coming to an end. Thanks to the ungrateful brat. No matter how old they are, i'll call them brat for being ungrateful. I have to wonder to what extent they want to be pampered. Will it always be about money and power? This things are not even eternity. It doesn't give you immortality or anything of the sorts. Talking about politics at such age and demand so many things. They talked back like they have a clue about the past. Youth nowadays are just too much. Think deeply and look back at the history. See the difference and be grateful. Just be thankful. And no, i don't grow up in a place that is modern enough to your thinking. I grew up in a different kind of place. From the deep forest to the chaotic city. I saw the difference and how my thinking matures along with it. I learn about being thankful at such a young age but why can't they? Talk big and demand for such a petty things. Talking about this really annoys me. Sorry Daisy for talking about politics. But i'm tired of watching the news and its all about politics. Even the people are stupid enough with their judgement. Pampered brat. Lot of them. Until then...

Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It's quite stormy today well obviously because a storm is just nearby. It's been a while. The last time i felt that eerie wind when i was in Taiwan. Well that one was typhoon. But i'm still reminded by that. 

Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

And another busy moment. There might be times where i miss my peacefulness. My quiet mind and the time when my brain stop thinking. But that is impossible now since i'm addicted with thinking. Even the smallest thing i have to look through it more and closely. And there goes my smoky brain. I've been using it for a while now. I wonder if my thinking has gotten old despite my age. I am not defying my age or anything but i'm just worried if the way i think become too serious for everything. I don't really want that at the moment although i do know that's just how life goes. I still want to fall in love with the childish side of mine. I want to be pampered and with that, i need to hold onto my maturing process at the moment. 

Thee, Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It's a ritual thing. Every year i would change the title of this post. Why Thee, Daisy? Erm, actually i want to put Thy Daisy and since i'm not sure what's the meaning of 'thy' i google it up and i happen to find something more meaningful than 'thy'. Thee. I replace it. Everyone might still wonders why Daisy. Why not other famous flowers such as rose or sunflower. The name Daisy sounds soft, sweet and loveable but in reality it lives in the wild. So, in my point of view, daisy is a strong flower on the inside but shows a very timid personality to its surrounding. Besides that, i love the flower daisy. I don't need red roses or blue roses. All i need is daisy. It suits my personality. Just like daisy, i am just like that.