I've been updating all i could now. I've done doing my resume and i hope i get good results from it. I really hope i get this job. But if i fail (i hope not) i will be taking care my sister's house for the time being and search other job or proceed with my original plan which is heading to my business. There's something that i want to share with you but i forgot what it is. I've been trying to figure it out but i still couldn't remember a bit. What a memory i had. I'll tell you once i remember it.
Right now, i've been trying my best to change in hoping one day people see the new me. YESSSSSS!!!! Now i remember what i want to share with you. I can't believe that i forgot such important thing. For me it is. Thank goodness i touch about the change thing. Okay, here's the thing. I really am greatful and thankful for the authors in Malaysia who touched about important things in the world. Through the novel i learned a lot and it really gives me a lot of thought about myself. How small i am and not to mention how bad i am. You can call me someone who's romantic or too much lovey - dovey imagination with ridiculous thoughts. I know sometime i can be all that. But there's more to it that really touched my heart. This time, i really would like to congratulate and give out my gratitude for writing such a masterpiece. This what made it different from English novels and i have decided to keep on reading Malay novels and spent more time on it rather than English novel. The reason i said that is Malay novels really wakes me up in this fantasy world. Let me get to my point. The Malay novels that i read recently really touch about how religion becomes the most important factor in life. What i meant is, since i am a Muslim (proud to be one), ever since i got back from Taiwan i become someone who keep on disobeying the most important thing in our religion. I keep forgetting to pray or should i say i don't bother about it at all. I know i should be ashamed of myself for admitting such a thing but i want to share to everyone. Call me anything you want but this is my real life. So, when i read this novel, it really open my eyes about the things that i have been ignoring. So after i read it a couple times, i realize that praying is important. Remember Allah is important. Doing what Allah told us to do is very important in life. It doesn't matter whether you're in love and married or single, you have to do what the important thing like praying in life. It really does help you. It is not too late to change and even though i'm at this age, i'm willing to change because i know my answers is always there. I really recommend to all of you read Malay novels especially by Aisya Sofea and Siti Rosmizah. I know there's some more out there but their novel really melt my heart and help me to change bit by bit. I spent 5 years to mend my heart but it only took me a day to open my heart once again and come back to reality.
I'm not a story teller and i'm sorry for making this story boring as usual but it was just a story of mine. Someday i'll learn and will tell you a very interesting story to make you become interested in what you're reading. I guess that's all from me. Until then Daisy.
'REMEMBERING DAISY'
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