Monday, January 31, 2011

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Let's fly~~~, Up, up, here we go, go, let's fly~~~, Up, up here we go, go, where we stop nobody knows, knows. Lalalala. I've been posting the same song in my Facebook and then i'm singing it here also. I'm in love with this song. Cause finally i had my point on why i love to fly so much. Although it doesn't make sense with my reasoning and the meaning of the song. As usual, when was it i have been appropriate with my reasoning of liking something? I like the part where it says 'Where we go, we don't need roads, where we stop nobody knows'. I like that part the most. Somehow that is the life that i'm trying to create. I want to pursue my happiness with something rather extraordinary. My head are filled with the novel-like scene. Some might called it daydreaming but that dream i want to make it a reality somehow. Although i realize it will take a long time and a lot of patience, i don't regret it. Except of course i can never challenge the test that is between me and my family. When that occurs i always end up giving up but it doesn't mean i'm stopping. Just like this song sung by Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder. Nobody really did know whether i stopped or not. They didn't ask nor i bother to talk about it. Most people nowadays use the terms seeing is believing. So, it's kind of hard to open their eye with their stubborn to the bone nature. Or should i say just some useless egoistic nature. Only i know where my story and my journey ends. Beside The Almighty Allah, of course. I'm not a magician nor a fortune teller which is probably why i fear about my own future a bit. But i trust what i believe in and it is not something that i'm taking for granted. So, in conclusion, let's fly Daisy. Although we might stop for fuel and such but we will still be flying. Cause i know i need to make a stop to look back what i missed.
Speaking of flying, i didn't mean we will have wings and such. That kind of thing is only in myth. So, we fly use the airplanes. Don't dream about something that is totally impossible and ridiculous. Unless we were born to have wings in the end, then that's fine.

Just this afternoon i was saying that flying is better than sailing to my friend. But then she insist that sailing is more of romance and sorts. Right now, i would reply that it depends on each person, really. They see things differently and see how beautiful it is. Some even might prefer just walking. It really depends on whoever you're asking. I would say that to my friend but i don't want to end the conversation just yet. It is my only way to just keep talking to her. Beside i like hearing other people point of view. I did say i'm a good listener. Standing firm on my on view doesn't mean i'm cruel and heartless. I have far better things to do than being evil all the time. Especially to whom i treasure. It sure does depend on a person with whom i'm dealing with to show my true nature. But from what i see, i still treat them the same. I still listen and will keep on listening no matter what. But there's one weakness in that. I usually and tends to forget the simplest info such as their study course and such. Some simple info. From what i see, remembering all that require a lot of files to sort out. So i tend to dismiss it and ask over and over again to the point that people thought that i'm not listening and don't even bother to get to know each other. Can't help it can i? 

I think whoever send the freaking message must be bored, jobless and a nutcase. I have been receiving some tempting message from whoever it is saying that i receive RM17000.00 and ask me to call that no. It also mention that my simcard is the lucky draw or something. I forgot. Last week i receive the same message but different no saying i receive RM20000.00 also for the same reason. Lucky aren't i? If i'm someone who's obsessed with money maybe i buy it. But then, i don't give a damn!!! Seriously, giving me that much money only? Why not a million? That's the least that they could do. The offer was very tempting but i could only smirk while reading the message. Although i'm broke right now and the little devil in my head was whispering to call the no. but for me, it's not worth it. I wonder if i'll be receiving the same message again this week? That would be cool. At least i know it's time for me to get a new no. Bwahahaha. I do love to change my number and have a hard time remembering it. Ugh. I better stopped getting myself a new number. It will be hard for everyone including me. 

I suppose that will be all. No, i don't have anything to share anymore. Beside the non-stop rain, my nephews was fast asleep and i had a good time relaxing and just staring out the window. But now that it stopped, i wonder what tomorrow would bring. Hopefully just something. Just know that, i am not going to stop no matter there's no news about it. The word i spoke is not just a bluff. Until then Daisy.

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