Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Daisy, i'm sleepy no matter what. I can't help but wishing weekends is a bit longer. I just want to rest and rest. But i'm planning to go out next week. End of the week. I want to go out alone but my sister won't let me go alone. One day i know she would let me. I just want to go to certain places and enjoy my time at the bookstore or have a cup of chocolate shake or even walking around to kill some time. All in all i just want to walk somewhere. But i don't want to walk into supermarket and such. What exactly i'm doing there? I have a grand plan and then i end up in a supermarket??? Oh no. I want to buy something for my mom and my freaking sister. That sister of mine will be my end of poverty if she keep on asking something expensive and hard to find. Hopefully she won't forget about repaying me one day. But i have decided that i will go out if i received my payment which i don't know whether my sister can afford to pay me or not. She put herself into debts from credit card and such. Seriously, don't own a credit card. It's the beginning of everything. So, no matter what don't get yourself a credit card. It is for your good. No matter how big you make a month it's not worth it if you have credit card. I know you don't want to keep a lot of money inside your purse and such but there is solution to everything. Either you buy the things that you can afford according to the money inside your purse or use a debit card if you really want it. Just use it once and when you get back home always check how much left in your debit card. It is better that way. In conclusion, don't own a credit card no matter what.

I wonder why i talk about how to keep your financial in a good way. I must be too sleepy and bored cause i've been typing what my head is thinking. Didn't i always do that with my other posts? Well, duh. What did i want to continue from just now? I forgot. I really can't remember. Hell.

Forget that. Finally i'm getting myself a song. It might be noisy to your ear but it is the song that i listen to because of their uniqueness. I do like something unique. So, hope you don't criticize it because i do get sensitive when it comes to the things that i like. I respect what people like and i expect the same respect that i gave to other people. That is all i want.

Anyway Daisy, tomorrow i really do need to wake up early than usual. I'm always scared facing the new day cause i'll be using most of my head to deal with the cooking and stuff. I can't let my nephew starve although they're being picky. I need to do or offer something else if they don't want to eat. Please have mercy on me. But at least now i have the help of my sister's mother-in-law and sister-in-law but what happen on Wednesday? I am doomed. That is when the real thing starts. That is why i need to get plenty of rest this weekend. And probably when i get tired of working maybe i'll decide when to go out. But mostly for now, i just want to hang out in Mid Valley, which will be a great deal for my sister and my brother-in-law to send me there. I want to take bus or just anything to get there but the problem is i'm like a person who just got out from the village or country. Help me. But no matter what, i will go out when i receive my payment from my sister although it is not much. I just need to buy something for my mom and my sister and probably something for me. Well, until then Daisy.