Forever Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Yup, i'm right. I'm having the darn cough again. Not so cool but at least i get to eat porridge. Unfortunately it was cooked by me. So, the feeling of getting well is not cool. That happens a lot ever since i started all of this. I'm not whining but i just want to be pampered once in a while. Escaping the ear from all the crying and shouting and releasing myself from the chore that i have done so far. Speaking about that, the house is dirty. The floor. That's what i meant. Ever since i've been feeling unwell, i too tired to sweep the floor and keep it clean. Not to mention, i have another one to take care off. My dad is here as well. So that is why I feel more weaker. I'm not complaining of him being here. Actually, i'm a bit glad as well but i don't really know how to take of my dad. I rarely talked to him and making food for him is quite a burden for me. He's a food critique, that's one thing and the other thing is his diet need to be consistent since he's not in good health like he used to be. So that is why i'm having headache trying to think what should i cook for him and what is good for him. My taste of food is differ from him. I have a limited recipe in my head and the kitchen is not inspiring and what's more i have a different taste. I'm trying to solve this problem and become a versatile cooker from now on. That is my resolution.

 Tomorrow, i don't really know if i want to wake up early or not. I just got paid and my evil headed has already been working a plan. I didn't know i could be a shopaholic at the same time. I'm already planning to buy 2 sandals online and then buy another one from the shop, if i could find something nice. Then i feel like wanting to buy novels again. One of my dream is to have a mini library in own place. But come to think of it Daisy, i think i should save money from now on. I want to buy a house for myself. So, i might be getting myself a decent job beside this and start putting guts into myself so that i can drive without any fear. I need to practice on the parking. It's pretty scary. If i'm scratching my own car, i don't mind a bit but if it involve other car it's a pain in the neck. I hate complicated matter. Well, that was just a planned or maybe a recommendation. Not sure which is which. My heart still wavers here and there when it comes to working under people's rule and observation. What happen to my dreams? The whole business thing is still under progressed. I won't elaborate more on this due to certain circumstances. Anyway, that's all for now Daisy. Until then my forever Daisy.