I'm trying to get myself out of the misery feeling that i feel right now. I don't want to keep on writing about the uneven emotional state that i'm in. So, i'm trying my best here to do whatever i can not to talk about whatever that makes me sad.Right now i'm chatting with my friend. I would like to call him a friend right now since it is one of my dream to make my ex-boyfriend a friend of mine. I'm a freak right? But, as long as it doesn't hurt then i don't see the weird thing about it.
Actually, i don't really have much to talk about right now. I'm distracted with other things in my head. I wonder why my head works at time like this. I'm just wasting my time. Ugh. Until then Daisy.