Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

Notice how i keep on updating you although there's not much of a news but i guess i owe you some explanation and a little secret. I know the reason i keep coming back at you because i owe you something. Although you don't voice it out but i just had a feeling that you actually had 1001 question that you want to ask. Well i'll explain it briefly as i can be and i hope i can reduce that 1001 questions that you had to 1. 

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

This is my 3rd time updating you. But not on the same day. I think trouble is heading my way and which is way i'm scattering trying to find the perfect solution. Which cause a bit of problem cause my head is not working by the time i needed it the most. But i guess it will be fine. Things happen. They come and go and i might as well just laugh along the way. I think i'm getting used to this thing and thats why i don't think it's a big deal. But people thought it is a big deal since i voice it out. I'm used to it but i needed to voice it out sometimes so i don't feel suffocate by my own problem.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I'm HUNGRY!!! and here i was saying to forget about my hunger. But i'm so hungry to the point i can't think how to clean the house. I know i should sweep the floor but then i don't feel like it. I want my cup of MILO!!! I always drink Milo early in the morning as my breakfast because it's my energy booster. I miss my MILO. I'm going crazy without the MILO. I'm hungry. I don't know what to do anymore. Yes, i'm going insane. Insane and crazy enough to be lazy to the bone.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It has been a while i didn't update you with any news. Maybe it was due to the happy moment that i felt for a little while that i want it to last a bit longer. But then, it only last for a couple of days. The side effect from my past is eating me inside each and every moment i was left alone. I wish and i pray for every night that somehow i could open up to someone. I have too many secrets and no matter how much i want to tell someone about it, i would spoil it with more heartbreaking news. My life should end earlier but it keeps on going while i face the toughest and scariest challenge all by myself. I wish i could cry but i just couldn't. Not now. Not yet. But it hurt.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

It's been a while. Not that i'm lazy or busy but i'm getting frustrated with the internet nowadays, more accurately i got annoyed because of the slow broadband. I think whoever created the broadband forgot to consider about the slow connection and whatever the technology scientist freak may call it. It really annoys me. Forgive me if i did offend some of you but a bit of advise here. Once you create something, you got to see it through the end. Fix everything and stay updated with it. I guess by doing so, it will decrease the complaint that you're getting.

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

I can't believe i cry yesterday. I thought i promise myself not to cry anymore but i just can't help it. At that time, i was so tired and so sick that i had to wear a lot of clothe in a hot day. I was only trying to ask for a break, for a rest. I may don't look like sick but i'm dead tired not to mention i'm sick again. But yet people keep on misunderstood the things that i needed and wanted. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired.

I really can't believe i have to be so stubborn just for a rest that i needed. Yet they want to compare that to what my mom is doing all her entire life. You know what? I have a different point. I see it from a different angle. I don't know anymore. I hate it when i have to hurt people. I hate it when i have to make people bleed because of my very word. Daisy, until then,,,,

Letter to Daisy

Dear Daisy,

The weather is not that great. I keep on getting cold and cough just because of the weather. My body can't level up with the weather so it's a bit weak. I found it impossible for me to be infected with this normal virus for back then, i hardly get sick. But when i'm in the so-called KL, i got sick easily. All because of the weather. Too hot for a cold day and too cold for a hot day. If you get what i mean. The air is not fresh, lack of trees. I just don't know how to breathe normally. If you're from my place and set a foot here you can see the different how dirty the air has been. I'm not feeling too good right now but i just want to update you with any news that i had or anything that i've been thinking about lately.